

'It kinda bothered me.'Īn aspiring artist, Deets attempted to make a living by selling acrylic paintings but couldn't turn a profit. 'I did get tired of people commenting on my looks when I was camming,' she told the outlet in 2021. In an interview with Rolling Stone the OnlyFans cam girl was described as someone who was 'terrified' of being recognized in public who 'highly valued her family's privacy.' 'When I feel pain, it's when I feel most alive, so thank you for ripping my heart out, now I have the opportunity to rebuild stronger.' Just give me a reason to pick up all the pieces and create something new. 'I can feel it gushing through my veins, feeling energized. 'Pain, it's a blessing in disguise, fuel for growth,' she wrote in one of her first posts. 'We love you forever Coconut, rest easy beautiful.'ĭeets appeared to start her popular social media account in 2015 in which she wrote morose stories which spoke to the 'pain' she felt 'gushing through her veins.' You never know how much time you'll have left with the people you love,' the post added. 'You never truly know what someone is going through. The post said that she was a mom, sister, daughter, and best friend and described Deets as a role model.ĭeets appeared unrecognizable after giving herself saucer-like eyes, a spackling of freckles on her nose and cheeks and facial features that some said made her look 14 or 15. She loved to make art and to express herself and we know a lot of you loved her too and she was always so grateful for you all.'

'She always felt so deeply, with her whole body, mind, and soul. And we wish so much that we could have taken some of the darkness that was weighing on her heart. 'She was always her true self with her family and friends. The post revealed, the woman she was behind closed doors, had a 'laugh was contagious' and talked about how she loved to 'sing and dance.' She was the type of person who would drop everything to help you with your problems and would always be in your corner.' 'She always took in animals that needed a home. She was always trying to lift everyone up around her, she wanted everyone to win. With the biggest heart we have ever known. 'She was so hard-headed and strong, but also just so kind. 'Last Sunday, Coconut took her own life,' the post to her 'lovers and fans' said. In a post to her Instagram account coconutkittywins she was described as a 'light in this world.' It's believed Deets took her own life amid backlash for her work.

An aspiring artist, Deets attempted to make a living by selling acrylic paintings but couldn't turn a profit so turned to the life of a cam girl insteadĭeets, who is thought to have had a net worth of $450,000 is claimed to have suffered from depression and ongoing battles with mental illness, according to SNBC13.
